Watch as the end nears

Just some anonymous girl wishing to reach out as she burns out.

I don't want anybody to know who I am.
I just need to vent and not worry about being judged.

I am huge. So this is now about ending this. I need to lose weight. I didn't want to before. I loved my body and my size and even though I still think anyone should be happy with what they are, I am not.

HW: 220
CW: 216
GW#1: 200
GW#2: 190
GW# 3: 180
GW# 4: 170
GW# 5: 160
GW# 6: 150
FGW: Undetermined